dreams

it is funny that if you share you dreams with people even stranger you have just met how they are willing to what ever to help you.

thank you

I love my friends cuz they make me laugh!!

Dream

Sunday night I had a dream that I lived in a house.  (more to the dream than that but that is all you get) I looked up in my dream book what that meant.

To dream that you own an elegant house, denotes that you will soon leave your home for a better one, and fortune will be kind to you.

Sorry I had this scheduled for yesterday and it didn't go - still figuring this out.

noise

Hey sorry neighbors - the jack hammering has started and it is early.  I'm getting my new sidwalk and steps today!!!

Ansel letter

Here is a letter from Ansel Adams that someone tweeted this weekend and wanted to share it with you guys.
Still not use to this new layout and can't find the way to pre load posts.

June 19, 1937

Dear Cedric,

A strange thing happened to me today. I saw a big thundercloud move down over Half Dome, and it was so big and clear and brilliant that it made me see many things that were drifting around inside of me; things that related to those who are loved and those who are real friends.

For the first time I know what love is; what friends are; and what art should be.

Love is a seeking for a way of life; the way that cannot be followed alone; the resonance of all spiritual and physical things. Children are not only of flesh and blood — children may be ideas, thoughts, emotions. The person of the one who is loved is a form composed of a myriad mirrors reflecting and illuminating the powers and thoughts and the emotions that are within you, and flashing another kind of light from within. No words or deeds may encompass it.

Friendship is another form of love — more passive perhaps, but full of the transmitting and acceptance of things like thunderclouds and grass and the clean granite of reality.

Art is both love and friendship, and understanding; the desire to give. It is not charity, which is the giving of Things, it is more than kindness which is the giving of self. It is both the taking and giving of beauty, the turning out to the light the inner folds of the awareness of the spirit. It is the recreation on another plane of the realities of the world; the tragic and wonderful realities of earth and men, and of all the inter-relations of these.

I wish the thundercloud had moved up over Tahoe and let loose on you; I could wish you nothing finer.

Ansel

new stuff

Ohh blogger changed there layout...not sure what I'm doing right now.

anyway just wanted to let you know the new york post is following me on twitter....no they don't follow everyone.  I need to bump up my twitter content :)

mail

Hey guess what I finally got through most of my mail since the end of feb!!!! There still is alittle left but I'm working on it. I also called a couple of catalog companies to get mine and Joe's names taken off there list!

I know it is the calm before the storm...i hope any way cause I getting things done that have been on the list for years :)

weather

does everyone feel tired and sluggish in this weather? I could not get out of bed yesterday - either could the girls.

also did anyone watch suburbatory last night??? that dad that was going out with Alicia was the the guy she kissed in or was playing suck and blow with in Clueless - that is why at the end they referenced suck and blow :)

clean up

Yesterday I took 6 bags to goodwill! put my printer, computer monitor and weed trimmer out on the curb to be recycle. (with my recycling with i never put out) a bunch of cardboard - oh my house feel lighter and I feel so good. Why does it feel got to clean things out???

next year I'm going to cochella - anyone want to join me. - I want to camp in the nice tents with the hard wood floors and of course have the vip tickets.

happy friday!!

Happy friday the 13th!!! a couple things today...one my friend jenn pointed out that I'm not just on jury duty next year yes a year I'm on federal court jury duty. Of course it can't just be plain old jury duty.

Went to the target center last night to see the wolves loss - it brought back memories of Glee, disney on ice, jimmy buffet and maybe my crazy one was when I went to see Janet Jackson there with my roomate from Stout...she was so drunk before the concert and got taken away to detox. Everyone around us started to clap. Oh she also fell down about 15 rows on the top level or should I say rolled down. She also lost her emerald ring and called lost and found to see if it was there. They said what color is the emerald!?!?!?

AHH memories.

the last thing is make sure you seat belts are fastened and keep all arms inside the car it will be one crazy ride...

yesterday

So the girls let me sleep in and I didn't have anything important to take care...let say the day went long...I kept looking at the clock say wow I still can get more stuff done. It was a crazy day. Usually I look at the clock and it is 6:00 pm and I'm like oh my gosh I need to do so much more stuff.

Today the girls decided 3:30 am was a good time to get up....oh my I need a nap.

botox

I meant to write this earlier today but the girls let me sleep in :)

A couple of weeks ago I went to have a facial. The facialist said "how often and where do you go for your botox" What botox???? Not sure if that was a complement, or a suggestion.

closet

foxy has been hanging out in my closet a lot lately. Today it happened i accidentally shut her in for about a 1/2 till I hear her bark...darn dog. She goes in the way back so I can't see her.

brain

today at my acupuncture appointment I asked her if there is a way to active my creativity. My brain has been getting better every day but I still have problems with creativity and thinking fast on my feet still.

She explained that I'm not totally 100% yet I still have pieces scattered but it is coming together and not to rush things. If I rush things I will run head on into a brick wall and thing will be worst. So just be she said.

I told her I went to a psychic the other week and she said the same thing. I also asked her what I should do and she came back with I'm blank right now just be you are ok just being. But take a trip out west.

Thuy my acupuncturist said you didn't need to go to her for all of that I could have told you that. Not to mention I can see your spirit would be happy in LA. I believe you need to be by a body of water (big)

Now as I'm writing this I just noticed I have a blood spot on my white shirt from a needle in my chest...yes I was stressed again.

sorry

sorry about the lack of blogging - I need a stop the world for a couple days to get my life back under control.

I even have to have pre made juice this morning...some of you know how i love my fresh juice.

have a good easter!